just a grieved day…
Today, I was taught 2 big lessons, the lessons that I had to pay by my tears and money.
The first one gave me his betrayal in return for my faithfulness, I cried in my dark silence…
The second one gave me her swindle in return for my trust; I threw money into her, with my all scorn…
And now,
I no longer have to wait until October
I no longer have to respect that damned girl
And I’m no longer the girl I used to be. It’s time to change, life is too cruel for me to be a good girl. I should change, shouldn’t I?
Time changes, people changes. Dont be too sad about what had happenned. Although I have no idea what U had experienced, about the swindle maybe, but I hope that U will pass this tough time quickly and be yourself, or yournew-self! I’m changing now, so U should change too.
Suddenly I thought about the Tarot… Is it true? :-s
JULY
Page of Swords
Briefly: Time to go out there and make your indelible mark on the world in your own unique way.
Full Meaning: This guy is ready for action and adventure. He is capable of acting quickly and confidently. Yet he is known to be somewhat aloof at times and may seem too young to tackle the tasks at hand. He is brave and sometimes foolishly confident. He learns well though by his mistakes, because he usually makes them while he is young.
He is often very good looking, crystal clear blue eyes, though sometimes has pure black eyes. His skin is smooth and clean shaven. He has a boyish look to his face, even when in his late twenties or early thirties. He has innocent charm and can make the girls swoon around him, yet hardly noticing that he has this affect on them. He has the wanderlust in him and will want to travel at a young age. He can hardly wait to get out there in the world and explore what life has to offer.
If this card is the querent’s card, it could be signalling the time to go out there and make your indelible mark on the world in your own unique way with no apology to anyone.
If this card is not you, you could encounter someone like him who briefly walks through your life. Cherish this while it lasts, for it may or may not last very long. He wants to be on the move and no amount of clinging will keep him from getting out the door. Let him go and he will return when he is ready.
Hope that it’s true , anyway, I’m ok now, thank u all a lot, my good friends!
