just a grieved day…

Today, I was taught 2 big lessons, the lessons that I had to pay by my tears and money.

The first one gave me his betrayal in return for my faithfulness, I cried in my dark silence…

The second one gave me her swindle in return for my trust; I threw money into her, with my all scorn…

And now,

I no longer have to wait until October

I no longer have to respect that damned girl

And I’m no longer the girl I used to be. It’s time to change, life is too cruel for me to be a good girl. I should change, shouldn’t I?